u/truffles45

Messaged about an iPod. They said they would be out and about all day but said they would leave it on the porch and I could pick it up whenever. Said to just leave then money under the mat. I figured that meant I could go whenever. After about an hour I got a message asking if I picked it up. Said no I was going to be going to that side of town later and would grab it then. I asked if they had other interest. Was told no and they were just checking. Told them I would be over there around 5 (it was a little after 2) and they didn’t respond. About 30 minutes later they messaged are you coming out not. I messaged you said I could pick it up whenever. I didn’t know there was a time constraints. I said that I would head there now. They said ok and I left it at that. I got to the address and did not see any thing on their porch. I messaged them and they never responded. So I just left thinking that someone else messaged them they picked it up. About 10 minutes ago I received a message from the saying “See it’s not nice when someone wastes your time is it?” Then proceeds to block me. Like am I thinking too much into this or was this crazy. What do you guys do about porch pick ups. Do you guys have a time set?

I’m correcting take 80mg and I’m considering stopping. I was on 40mg for about 4 months and felt nothing, talked with the doc and they bumped me up to 60mg. I still felt nothing. There was no change in any. My doc didn’t want to put me on a stimulant as I have high blood pressure and I did some damage to my heart as a dumb teenage with caffeine. So he bumped me up to 80mg. I immediately feel a difference after a week of being on it. The second week in i started to feel different. I was sad and on the edge about everything but I figured this was just my body getting used to the new meds. I have currently been on it for 4 months and I’m still the same way. I don’t have any the suicidal thoughts or anything that is that concerning but I am on edge about everything. I feel like I’m always angry and can’t let things go. My therapist said that she has noticed things. She said that I’m more attentive but I seem to have a lot resting in me. Previously I felt like the noise going on upstairs was a good distraction but with that gone.

So after that rant. Wondering has anyone felt this way and stopped taking it. How did you feel were their side effects that I should look out for. The doctor said that he can look to drop me down in dose but I am not a fan of taking pills if I’m not getting a result. Just looking for some advice.