u/thewtfcat

U guys since as far back as I can remember I always felt like everybody in the whole universe knows who I am

And after 40 years of being alive on the earth my suspicions have only gained confirmation

i am confident that everyone can read my brain telepathically and therefore know who I am and everything there is to know about me and I believe I know the whole universe acts according to what goes on in my brain 24/7 around the clock

I feel like even people from the past and future not only the present know me

I feel like the whole universe exists out of relationship to me and I am the center and core of the whole universe

And over time all of my suspicions have been turning out to be confirmed

Bc ever since the Covid lockdown my neighbours and random strangers where I go talk about me and I have at occasion to my face called me “ the crazy girl “

although occasionally there are instances when people do that people still for the most part try to their best potential possibility tend to live in denial about me and my existence and despite of these instances of calling me crazy to my face avoid admitting that they know me or read my mind telepathically

I did not know that there was a mental health condition that described my condition until today when I went to the telepathy sub on Reddit’s and described my condition and one person mentioned that I may have the true man show syndrome

No one on the sub confirmed my suspicions about them knowing who I am though

Anyway my concern at this point is just knowing what is going on in my life and that if this is really the reality of my life or if I have the true man show syndrome

Bc if this is just a psychological disorder and can be treated i would very much like to get treatment for it

although I did do a quick read of some articles online about the Truman show syndrome and it looks like although u can claim that the condition I have mimics the true man show syndrome is confirmable

But the scale to which I experience this syndrome is what gets me I feel like the scale to which I feel this disorder is truly undiagnosable or curable and therefore the actual reality of the universes existence

Anyway I would like to know more about it from all of ur perspectives and how to get help for it if I can bc my life is unliveable in the the condition that I am in

And also I want to know if all of u know who I am?

I am in a really bad place since day one and I really want help to end it if it is a possibility thank u all