u/thespecialvatss

I am a dropper for CUET and I have 3 exams on 13th shift 2 (accounts, business studies, physical education). Idk what is happening to me I want to study rn but I am unable to. I have had 2-3 pamic attacks aaj aaj mai and this exam now plays a really big part in my life coz I was the padhai m accha baccha fir bhi mne drop liya and now I have ton of pressure. I wasted my drop on maths or fir uske baad mne opt nhi kia maths coz without maths m zyaada accha score kr paata. I have been crying bht zyaada and a lot of shit going on. I am just overwhelmed with emotions and idk what to do😭😭😭

I kinda have been harming ms (not much but like scratching and squeezing my forearm and a lot more shit). Idk what and how but I am just not able to cope up with this at all. I have not talked to people in recent times much coz of inactivity. Loneliness bhi tha bht time se but I met some really good peeps here jo ki are my goooood friends but abhi sb so rhe hoga and this is the time I need someone the most.

I have bht kuch or to say but idk how to put all of that in words.....

Please pray for me guys🙇‍♂️🙏