u/thatkidfrom225

Okay guys let’s talk about the obsession movie. First off I wanna say this has got to be the best horror movie we’ve gotten in the last decade. Sure there were amazing movies like smile 1 & 2, the substance, bloodlines, talk to me, alien Romulus, malignant etc…but non compares to obsession. This has got to the be the first horror movie I’ve watched in a long time that genuinely creeped me out to the point where I almost slept with the lights on 😭. But I’m here to discuss something about Bear. Bear was never the villain in the beginning of the story up until he realized that the wish he made backfired. Lemme give you an example someone said. It’s like making a wish on a shooting star. You don’t really think it’ll work, but you make a wish anyways. Bear really liked Nikki but never had the courage to tell her. In that desperate moment, he made a silly wish thinking it wouldn’t even work. But when he realized that she wasn’t herself after that wish, THATS when he becomes the villain. Nikki even begged him to kill her when she regained control of her body at night and he said, “what’s so bad about loving me?” He knew he was wrong.

I did the math and I won’t become a nurse (hopefully) until I’m 31. Is that embarrassing? Be honest. Ik I’ll be 30 either way whether I take the academic route or not, and I’ve been playing my whole life. But to finally become a nurse at 31…is that embarrassing ? I’ll actually have my BSN by 31 because the program I’m entering will be for 3 years. I’m 27 and I already feel old 😭

Can’t say that I’m not surprised. I somehow managed to get a lower score my 2nd attempt. I studied a month prior and failed compared to when I took it the first time and didn’t study and did a better job. I won’t lie. I’m not worthy of becoming a nurse. In fact, I’m not worthy of being anything but a failure. You might think I’m overreacting but you guys just don’t get it. My whole life I’ve been a failure. People have always called me dumb, stupid, ugly etc. For the longest time I didn’t wanna believe it. But it’s come to the point where I don’t even argue with them when they insult me because they’ve proven their point. I’ve wanted to become a nurse since I graduated high school. That was almost a decade ago. I’m 27 now and I’ve achieved nothing since high school. Seeing how I failed the exam again only pushes me back further in life because while everyone is passing me, I have to wait another year to take the test and that’s only if I’m still interested in continuing my academic journey. I’m not getting any younger. I’m still living with my parents at the big age of 27.

Today is the day. I’m very nervous. After failing the first time and having difficulty preparing myself for the exam, I’ve doubted myself almost everyday. Today is the day I uplift myself and come in with positive energy. Today…I pass

Welp, tomorrow is the big day. My 2nd attempt at taking the teas. Been studying everyday for hours and I’m feeling more confident than ever before. After failing the first time, and doing poorly on both practice exams, I have found a study method that I hope will help me on my exam tomorrow. I’m really scared, nervous and almost full of doubt. But I believe that I can pass. It took me a while to believe in myself, but I believe that I can pass. I will keep you guys updated