Just Finished Kiss The Villain…
So this is my first time reading a spicy book… as well as a spicy M/M book… Feel like I dove in the deep end but DO YOU ALWAYS FEEL THIS SAD WHEN IT ENDS BECAUSE WHAT THE FUUUUCK.
I read it in like 3 days. Could barely put it down… I was a full on blubbering mess when Gareth was hurting himself. That whole section of them not being together the hurt etc. That took me the longest to get through because I was in tears the whole time.
As someone who hasn’t come out and all my closest friends/family are deeply Christian centered I feel like I relate to Gareth so much in the “I have a dark (to them) side of me/secret… would you still love me if you saw the real me?” And it just HIIIIT like a ton of waves. But the ending (and so many cute parts) had me kicking my feet like a giddy sap.
I don’t really know where I’m going with this but I just wanted to talk about this story with other people who understand and appreciate it. There’s literally not a single person in my life I could tell that I read this book that wouldn’t slightly judge me or ask questions.
How do I get rid of the “wow this is over now and I feel like I just had to say goodbye to friends that I’m now obsessed with” feeling? 😩🥺❤️🥹