I Need Assurance (27M)
So I’m leaving my current job in retail to work as a sales consultant. It’s a huge step up, but I’m very depressed.
I have a lot of great relationships in my current job that means the world to me. And not seeing those people on a daily basis anymore to working long hours, just really makes me depressed. Extremely depressed. It’s an exciting opportunity, but I feel empty.
I hate being bipolar because it’s moments like these where I feel extreme emotions over things that’s shouldn’t affect me as deeply as it should.
This is a move I must make for my future, the people I want to support financially and the future family of my own. I know this shouldn’t affect me the way it does. I should be excited, but it really does hurt and I genuinely need a hug. I would like to see if anyone understands and could shed light on the positive.