u/sub8144

Hi. My boyfriend and I have been long distance for almost two years now. Jan 2026 I tested positive for hsv 1. I didn’t want to tell him while he was deployed so I kept it to myself. Well a week ago he came home and before I could tell him we kissed. Anyways I ended up telling him and now he is going to breakup with me. I felt like at the time I was doing the right thing by not telling him over text and waiting till I saw him but emotions of seeing him again took over. I understand where he is coming from I didn’t give him the choice to take the risk of getting it and I feel like a crappy person. I can’t stop crying and I just feel like a disgusting human being. I don’t know how to fix this.