u/stupidsprinkle

I am home from college for the summer and I have decided I wanted to get rid of things, redecorate my room a bit, donate old clothes I won't wear anymore and buy new ones, etc. As I am looking for inspiration, I am realizing I don't know what I like anymore. I don't know what style I like to dress in, or how I want my space to look at all. I don't even know what color I want my bedsheets to be.

How do you figure out what you like when nothing seems appealing?

I am not a good student at all. I consider dropping out every waking moment. I tend to do worse when I am taking organic chemistry since I spend a lot of time focusing on that. This semester, I also had some health diagnoses that really made it hard to focus on anything. I love my major but this one class makes me want to give up on my degree. After this semester, I still have three more even if I pass everything and don't struggle anymore.

I don't have any friends on campus and I find it really hard to keep going. I spend most of my time alone and it is eating away at me.