My sister's marriage is also there, all feels so messed up.
I feel so guilty for not studying but I can't put myself to it.
Everyone says that if i work hard right now everything will be fine after, idk though, idk if everything will be fine or if all of this is even worth it.
why am i so bothered by everything?
I don't wanna be really but it really does affect me like how people talk to me, how they behave around me, bow do they treat me. All of this really does affect me.
People around me say i overreact a lot that i am always angry and what not.
But it really matters to me if i am respected somewhere or not, I don't care if it's family, I don't care if we are the closest friends ever, If someone can't treat me right, I'll act accordingly and i will cut you out of my life.
TBH i didn't want this post to turn out this way but wtvr.
I want tips to became a calmer person.