Tried a new hobby on cam and renewed my love for camming
So normally I'm what I call a yap and fapper. I love to talk to my viewers. But the last few months it's been so hard on my mental health to be "on" and entertaining for so long everyday. Especially when its quiet and no one else is talking with me. I've actually dreaded stream every day for the past little while.
I didn't just want to watch a movie or play a game to keep myself occupied while waiting for tips, because I do feel a certain amount of guilt when I'm not being entertaining (stupid I know, but I cant help it). So I decided I would pick up a new version of an old hobby: painting beautiful nakey women, but with oil paint so it doesn't dry when i do get tipped for a show. I've never worked with oil paint before.
So I picked up all the supplies, sat my cute little booty down for stream today and painted away!! I had so much fun I actually streamed for 2 hours more than I usually do. I think people could tell I was feeling better. Cause even though I wasn't sitting pussy out as I usually do, I still got tipped really well 🥹 I'm so happy. I'm actually excited to do it again tomorrow! I haven't been excited to stream in so long.
So long story short, if you're feeling burnt out, pick a hobby you enjoy that chat can watch you doing. Makes it easier on the mental health to not be relying solely on yourself to be the entertainment