"Hi, I am someone who constantly tries to anticipate future dangers because I experienced an earthquake in the past. I am quite certain that I am an ISTJ, and I believe my Enneagram type is 6w5. However, due to this constant urge to foresee threats and the glorification of INTJ-style behaviors on Instagram, I started acting like an INTJ all the time. This bothers me immensely, yet I can’t seem to stop myself.
By telling people things like 'routines are bad, they rot the brain,' I started acting more impulsively and independently, but instead of feeling calm, I became even more stressed. Lately, I’ve started rebuilding a routine for myself, and I’m beginning to settle down, but I’m still constantly performing risk assessments. This is especially true regarding AI; I’m 19 years old, I have to choose a career path, and the uncertainty of what the future holds makes me extremely anxious.
I want to ask: Has anyone else experienced a situation like this? If so, how did you resolve it?"