u/stars_of_83

Yeah just need too vent tw: panick attack talk

I frist was scared to read the last 5 chapter of oshi no ko cuz I knew smth bad would've apend but not this.. I just cried all night & had a panick attack.. i just feel sick as if I needed to trow up cuz of this.

I feel so bad... I feel like everything is my fault if I was there it would've never happened.. I have this fcking feeling in my chest that just feel like a pressure when I think of this I hate the feeling of I could've change what happened if I was there..

Anyway.. that was my vent, sry to bother yall with this !

-ruby oshino ✨️

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u/stars_of_83 — 1 day ago

Soooo the S3 kinfirmed this kinsider since s1 ! Might be my highest kin...... so here ym kintroduction!

Haiii ! Ruby oshino there ! (I have the same name as my dog yay!!!) Also uhhh I gotta say I onyl see aqua/doctor in a platonic way even if in the anime / manga its seems to be romantic (I still joke about behing aqua/doctor wife but as joke!!!) 😭 prob in my main kin & prob a perma shift (say prob cuz i alway perma shift for few day when I kinfirmed) but it make few year i'm in the Kinsidering well its kinfirmed ! Im ruby oshino ! Also next to my other kins my memory aint blurry ! (For most of them) I also still want my revenge on my "father" & have huge respect for miyako <3

If yall have question ama ! I will respond :>

- ruby oshino ! ✨️

u/stars_of_83 — 3 days ago
▲ 6 r/otherkin+1 crossposts

Every time i realsie the episode come out soon i almost panick / have a pnaixk attack cause by a jax shift cuz im scared ill abstract, like last time ive realise i might abstract ive stayed in my closet for few hours the door close just cuz i was scared to abstract & that it is a safe place for me

Double if you have the same experience as me plsss interact!

- jax

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u/stars_of_83 — 11 days ago

I hate so much having more then 2 shift at the same time !!! Im alway in a permanent shift of all my kin like I am my kin i always am but just sometimes some shift are stronger but it amme 3 days im in a constant shift as marcy & luz

Rn i have 4 shift at the same time. Marcy, luz, vee & jax, i hate this so much like it feel so weird not even my body & i still can feel the hurt where I did get >!stab!< , my shift as marcy is the strongest, also, double pls dni cuz of dysphoria i rather not talk too much with double rn <!3

Baiii

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u/stars_of_83 — 12 days ago