u/spacecowwgril

in last 2 days everything has gone bad for me , problems with FP problems at work, I can’t eat, I relapsed on sh, I thought about attempting as one does when things go bad, but I cant cry, I cant have a breakdown, before I used to cry for hours when something similar happened, I used to cry my eyes out, right now I cant explain it, i feel lazy to cry and/or attempt, i feel empty but at the same time I feel my emotional pain in my body, it feels physical, my heart hurts, the emotions are very real, i just cant seem to react accordingly/ as I used to react. what is this? has any of you experienced this and if so how to deal with it?