u/slimshakeyy

If you were Cathy and you just witnessed the man you loved get tortured and die along with the rest of your family, would you turn away Spike or take him with you? I would like to believe that I'd take Spike with me but obviously emotions would be running high since everyone I ever loved would have been slaughtered right in front of me, but regardless he's a fucking kid who was coerced into a psychotic cult...sure, Cathy didn't know this but the look on Spike's face tells all when he desperately pleads to come with..

What do y'all think?

It's pretty sad to think that Samson is very likely the first human being he's had contact with in nearly a decade as far as we know..you can tell that when he thought he was going to put down Samson he ended up getting really depressed and choked up about it...he genuinely saw Samson as a friend, probably his only friend since the start of the apocalypse before Spike comes along. Fucking bravo to Ralph Fiennes!!

On another note, a doped up Dr Kelson dancing with an alpha will never fail to get a smile out of me 😄 it's quite adorable in some way, particularly when Jimmy Ink witnesses Dr. Kelson teaching Samson how to dance. The reaction on her face is so sincere yet hilarious, because to her as a satanist, her reasoning/logic behind this is that some dude with red skin surrounded by structures made out of bones while leading an alpha infected, is surely satan/old nick himself (which deep down, I really don't blame her or the others for believing).

Hello all,

I have 10-11 yrs of experience with psychedelics, dissociatives, empathogens, etc. it's been about 6 years since I've last used MDMA. The last time I've had any psychedelic experience was about a year or two ago and that was a moderate dose of mushrooms..so to put it as short and blunt as possible, my wife died 5 years, 2 months, and 2 days ago therefore the pain will always hurt in indescribable ways. She was my best friend and the love of my life as well as my psychonautic partner in both good trips and bad. Due to this tragic travesty, I'm left with PTSD as well as what I presume to be major depression followed by exacerbated anxiety...I do NOT take any psych meds although I know I need them however, I have an appt. booked with a psychiatrist therefore that will most likely change soon so I plan on taking some molly prior to that plus I was recently given some via a friend so the stars have aligned.

Have any of you rolled while solo? Which activities did you engage in? Where did you go, if anywhere other than home?

I plan on staying home for the most part and I'll watch a movie, most likely something trippy like Bugonia, Enter The Void, Entergalactic (Kid Cudi's animated movie), 28 Years Later, etc...if anyone has any suggestions, please drop them below!

I'm also a writer and musician so maybe I'll work on one of my screenplays or start a new one, and create some songs however, I've never really engaged in any of these while on molly before other than playing the guitar. I'll also go on a walk to the park at the bayfront and at some point I'll talk to my brother or my homie since I'm comfortable speaking to both of them about anything.

TLDR; Haven't done MDMA in 6 yrs, never rolled on my own/in a lone setting before. Looking to solo trip in my room for the most part while watching a movie and maybe catching up on a creative activity such as screenwriting and/or songwriting.

Does anybody have any (other) ideas? Any objections or anything else worth noting?