Scared - in need of support
Hi there. 34 years old, had my first abnormal pap in April, colposcopy last week and got a call this week telling me there were “concerning cervical cancer cells” found. LEEP is scheduled for Monday. I got access to the notes from my colposcopy and see adenocarcinoma with necrosis and CIN 3.
My mind has been spiralling ever since. I have a 2.5 year old daughter and I’m so scared of not getting to see her grow. Of course my husband and everyone around says I have to wait for more info, but I guess I’m looking for support and help not spiralling from those who have also experienced this fear. Also, if there’s anyone who also had necrosis because I haven’t been able to find any posts. I’m so scared the necrosis means that it’s travelled. I do have high anxiety which is not helping with this spiral at all. This is not fair. :(