
The end of April and the conclusions with my first experience with Your lie in April
April is over at this point. I don't want to say much because I think I've expressed myself enough (even though I would have liked to talk more) about this work, which changed my way of seeing the world and my concept of life.
I want to be completely honest, and before watching this anime I had various "principles"—or, honestly, I don't know what to call them—for example, "if you have to live a short life, you might as well not be born or die immediately." But after watching this work, I stopped to think (even too long, considering I stayed home from school to reflect on my life and what I want after watching this work).
Since I was 11 or 12 (now I'm 16), life has completely lost meaning for me, following various events I won't explain. My plan from that moment on to move forward has been, "I'll at least make it to 18 and then end it all," because I also wanted to wrong my mother, who would have invested needlessly in my future. But after seeing this work and stopping to think about my life, I changed my way of thinking and rediscovered a desire to live, something I don't remember having since I was 11 years old.
I'm still in this state of reevaluating and completely changing my life, taking it seriously, because until now I've never taken anything seriously because I was sure that by the end of school I'd simply end it.
Thanks to this work, I'm rethinking my approach to dubbing, which always interested me as a child, but I always thought I'd be a failure for doing so. I'm also feeling more conflicted with myself because I'd lost the simple concept of thinking about the future seriously and not as a black screen.
That's why I don't want to say that this work "changes your life," but I do want to say that if you appreciate and understand it, it changes your way of seeing the world.
And in my personal experience, Your Lie in April will always be the best work ever created.
a good continuation and I'll see you next year with more yapping after a rewatch.