Grieving and my coworkers think I’m stupid
Been at an entry level job for a year. Good pay but I think possibly they think I’m stupid. Would feel guilt for leaving before 2-3 years. My mom died last year. I feel like my mind hasn’t been 100% for a while, my self worth and esteem both detonated. Little time for counseling and therapy but I gotta figure out how to fit it. Job is very Manuel so that’s where a lot of my errors come from. Thought I’d improve and I didn’t. Was doing well then wasn’t or was just doing ok idk. Not passionate about what I used to be. Not interested in what I used to be interested in. I feel like it’s a long time for me to still be grieving and I don’t want to be like woe is me… life just feels like too much for me to bear and empty at the same time :/ at least my problems are all temporary ones. Just life right now suck :/