I am literally in shambles
I am bawling my eyes out while writing this so if there’s any misspellings, I apologize because I can barely see right now I just got off of my internship and my coordinator called me telling me that my clinic was letting me go during my internship because I yawned in front of a patient. Yes you read that right I yawned. I am in tears right now and I can’t fathom what I’ve just been told. I don’t understand. I showed up early every day. I constantly asked what they needed me to do. I took initiative. I scheduled patient I scheduled appointments and when there’s nothing to do I constantly ask what do you guys need me to do? I’ll do anything. I just really don’t understand. I was at the top of my class in my medical assistant program. I know my EKGs I do my injections correctly, but it’s like ever since I arrived at the clinic. I just felt like nobody liked me there. I had mispronounced a medication and the doctor called me a fucking idiot. I feel like my dreams and the medical field have been shambled. The whole reason I do the medical assistant program was because I want to do nursing and I’m supposed to start my prerequisites this fall but now I just feel so discouraged and I have two other friends in the medical assistant program that have told me they’ve had similar experiences of the other MAs being mean to them and the doctor verbally abusing them when I was on the phone with my coordinator I had asked her don’t you think it’s ridiculous that they’re letting me go because I yawned in front of a patient and she said yes it is but I can’t make them keep you. I don’t know what to do. Can anybody tell me if I’m in the wrong and I should’ve kept my yawn in or if they’ve had any similar experiences, please.. I don’t know what to do. Even my coordinator told me that she was shocked that they’re letting me go because of that reason.