I am tired
I am tired
so how can I even begin I mean every single day I am disrespected by my younger brother and my parents I wake up tired,sleepy and immediately my mother tells me 15 different things to do within five minutes before leaving after she leaves I have to wake my brother up when I tell him to wake up he ignores me If I shake him he will either punch or kick me to move me away and if I don't wake him up the gas for cooking will go away so I have to deal with that when he asks for food I tell him leave it put for 10 mins so it's easier to warm up but he constantly tells me cook cook I am hungry I am hungry and today I was warming it up on the stove I was on a call with my dad I told him wait two minutes two times and then I yelled at him to stop what did I get a scolding from my parents over the phone then after the call ended he yelled and disrespected me then when I made him tea he didn't drink it for which I also got yelled at by my parents for making tea for him when I didn't know if he had drunk it or not because my mother made it for him before I woke up and I was supposed to know and on the off chance I don't make tea it's still my fault if he gets a headache that why didn't I give him tea then after that I went to collect my admit card when I returned I took a normal rickshaw( there are two types one. with designates stops which are cheaper but you have to walk to your own and ones that are expensive but take you back to your own home)after my mom and dad came home she yelled at me for not giving him his food early enough when I myself had breakfast at 10 half an hour after giving him his, I got yelled at for eating too much meat then I got yelled for giving him tea when he didn't ask like how was I supposed to know if he had drunk his tea or not when I was asleep when I told her I took the more expensive rickshaw she yelled at me saying when I normally go to school with my mother I take the cheaper rickshaw but when I came alone today I took the expensive rickshaw i got told that she doesn't even trust me with her inheritance that i will be fair or not tell me If your mother says that you are a cruel person who will still their own brother part and that you don't trust him how would the child feel then she asked me if I knew the percentage of position holder I did Not know because my parents don't let me have that many hell the last time I hanged out with my freinds after school was 3 years ago mind you I am 15
then when I said no I do not she said yeah I don't care about the the money she spends on me I think I have decent percentage it's 90.36 but she still tells me it's trash if I am not the first in the entire school every kid in the school takes extra tutoring but I don't since It will cost my parents money but they still say that I am wasting their money after that when we were eating desert she said while I was eating that i am disgrace if i can't even give my brother his food on time and I will probably steal his part of the inheritance I don't even think about that I am 15 the thing I look forward to is school so I could atleast hang out with my freinds because that's the only time get with people I don't want to say much more but this is what everyday looks like to me sorry if it was too long