How do I handle this? (Little rant)
Yaar sab mere saath he aise kyu karte h. I sent a message to cousin sister whom i thought we were very close to each other and the message was delivered 3 days ago but she saw it today and replied because she had some other work with me.
Then my bhujai, jo hamesha jab bhi m call krta hu and if she doesnt pick it up or is talking to someone else she never calls me back on her own. Like i hold no priority to her.
I pickup the calls of these people or call back as soon as possible but they do this to me.
Will i be alone like this forever. Where no one like me or values me unless i dont have any money.
And when i will be rich why i will give them importance or talk to them much.
Like ofcourse bhuaji spent a lot of money, gets me things, bulbul also talks to me nicely and tells her that i am her favourite.
I can also do that by just giving them money in future.
Maybe they are wearing a mask because just in case i become rich in fiture and they just need money.
Even with my family i dont talk to them much or like to spend time with them, so i will be alone forever just in my own world.
Ofcourse money will change their behaviour but i will remember things. It just sometimes feel very sad to me that there's no one in the family i can talk to without being judged or pitying me.
My uncle feels like he wont, but i just dont want to take the risk and open to him as in the end he is the member of the same family and has grown with same people.
Another reason i dont want to share is the if i tell them that things are not bad they will say that we knew that or then why you changed neet or we told you that you will suffer.