I recently bought lavender syrup, and i really love it. I wanted to ask, if anyone had any suggestions on what i could do with it? So far, I've made a biscuit roll with lavender cream filling, but i wonder what else i could make with this.
Ironically, this is a vent. Ughhh I'm just really frustrated. I just need to get off my chest how annoying this platform can be. I don't have a lot of people to rely on irl. If i ever want to vent about stuff that happened to me that was traumatic, it's either my therapist or no one. My best friend often doesn't understand my trauma (I'm trans and it's often specific to that experience), and i have a very hard time trusting people outside of that.
So, unfortunately (very unfortunately) i go on reddit to vent like once every 2 months. It sucks. If I don't perfectly explain my situation, someone will always be super rude about it. Sometimes i wonder if they're intentionally misinterpreting my words like how does it get so bad. My issue is, there's also a bit of a language barrier since English isn't my mother tongue, and the second i use ONE wrong term, everyone gets on my ass.
Sometimes, i go to subreddits just to vent and end up having to defend myself because my abusers "don't sound so bad". And don't forget about the people who look through your entire post history to find something wack you said 2 years ago! I turned that off now, thank god.
I always refused to go to any ai, but i understand more and more why people do it. Not that i condone it obviously, but i really see where people are coming from. It's so annoying to constantly have to justify yourself when you're just trying to talk about someone throwing furniture at you 🙃 like why do people on reddit automatically side with my abuser??? Like, sorry I can't give you a lifetime worth of context everytime i want to complain a bit. Jesus.
I really don't like admitting all this, because i feel like it's awfully embarrassing to have to go to this website to vent. If it were at least a nice thing to do, maybe it wouldn't be so bad