u/puppylovecc

Idk what is wrong with me but since I was a kid i've always wanted to be skinny. I'm not exactly fat, neither skinny, a got a belly and thick thighs but my collarbones are showing, and idk why but when I eat, I feel grossed out.

I ate a part of cake and felt grossed out, i'm fighting the urge to make myself throw up. I'm forcing myself to eat, idk wtf is wrong with me, I don't wanna eat but I wanna eat but if I eat i want to throw up, even if it's just a biscuits...