Overdosed
Haven't really spoke on this much like I know I need to. Also, ill say now that I have stopped using hard drugs sense this incident.
A little over a year ago I OD in a Starbucks bathroom, single stall. I came to with paramedics over me, all of them wide eyed. I hopped up, grabbed my pack of ciggs on the sink counter and walked out answering questions about the current president, the day and year, and my address. The ambulance was all ready to go with the stretcher set up and by standards all looking at me. It was about 9 30 at night. All I could honestly say (besides answering all their questions correctly) was that I was sorry for causing trouble and getting them to have to come out. Which I was senseless about most likely to how embarrassed I felt.
They let me just walk off after many thanks from me. But sense then things have just been .....idk different. Everything seems to be the same but the people that where close to me seem to be different and their energy just feels different.
I looked into this sub and other things about how some people say they have or had transfered to a parallel universe after tragic accidents like this.
I guess im putting this out there because 1, this isnt something I need to just keep to myself. I know the damage keeping things like this in can do.But, also I want to see if anyone else has had a similar incident or can tell me what's have happened with them?
I dont remember a "white light" or really anything while I was out. I like to think this may be do to the sedatives or .....we'll really idk. I try not to let that little part shake my faith, and for the most part it does not. But I do tend to think about that from time to time.
If I did happen to switch to another timeline, this one has not been to good to me so far. But the incident was enough to shake me to where I stopped with the hard shit. I mean, my chest bone was sore for a week due to chest compressions. Also every now and then I think about my parents and cousins in that other reality (if I did jump) and I think about how sad they must be.
Life can be hard. Whatever universe you're in.