how to cope?
hi guys, uiowa student here. for context, i have been involved in two prior shootings, one being a gang related shooting at a mall, the other being a mass shooting in a public park. how the fuck do i cope with seeing racist shitbags turn a situation that gave me ptsd into an issue of race? i have commented multiple times on news outlets' instagram and facebook posts BEGGING them to either moderate their comments or turn them off entirely and each time i am met with trolls. i block them obviously but the feeling isn't strong enough to make me calm down. i'm so angry at everyone and i can't get rid of this feeling. it pisses me off so much that people are genuinely this unintelligent and i can't change their minds. what am i supposed to do about this?