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Hey guys, so I was just re-listening to the audiobook of breaking dawn and it always strikes me as kind of random when it switches to Jacob's POV. I don't even mind it that much, although the werewolf parts without Bella and Edward are kind of boring to me.

But I was mostly just wondering what was the reason for it? Was it a purely narrative choice? I understand that from Edward's perspective it would just be miserable depression, and from Bella's perspective, it would just be physical pain combined with gooey adoration for her child. I guess both of those could have the potential to be irritating

I was thinking, maybe the Jacob POV sets up his mindset so that we are less shocked by his imprinting on Renesmee? Like we get to see inside of his mind that he's a good person, etc.?

Idk what do you guys think about why Meyer made that choice?

Ok, so this is halfway between a rant halfway between looking for answers. I don’t even know.

Every freaking month I get the almost violent urge to contact people in my life who have done me wrong, namely people in my family who are blissfully living their lives without even the knowledge of how deeply I have been affected by them. During the rest of the month, I’m just so happy to not be feeling the intensity of the rage that I don’t go near the problem because I only have a few days of peacefulness. But then it comes around every month and I feel like I’m literally driving myself insane by being alone with this problem, and I feel the urgency to contact them, but I stop myself every time because I know it would be disastrous

Can anybody relate and how do you deal with it?

I can already feel the solution doesn’t have to do with them and that it’s something I have to solve myself – they are not the type of people to be receptive or accountable. But how do I deal with it?