Met a doctor (repost)
Posted from my burner but got removed by auto mod due to account age.
She’s in residency and really sweet. This is the first time I’ve been scared to disclose bc I feel like we could actually work long term. I’m hoping that a medical professional might be understanding? For some reason with most women I don’t care bc deep down I feel like we wouldn’t have worked out anyway. But now for some reason this little glimmer of hope is giving me anxiety.
Not to be dramatic but it reminds me of a show where this prisoner was prepared for execution and had accepted her fate and was fearless about it. But then one of the antagonists offered to kill the guards and free her, her exterior dropped at the small chance she would be able to live. Then the antagonist cruelly reveals it was only a joke and walks off. The prisoner bows her head in shame and anger for allowing herself to hope, allowing the antagonist to break her resolve to die. She then wept in her cell as she came to the realization that she truly wanted to live.
Idk I’m just yapping into the void bc I haven’t told anybody about my diagnosis except partners. I’m just scared and hoping for some words of encouragement.
EDIT: I always disclose in person but the fear has me just wanting to do it over text so I don’t have to see the reaction in real time. Any advice?