u/pinkpythonsi

as bad as it sounds the harder i try, the more i feel like giving up. i was isolating myself in my house for years since i was 14 in around 2020 or so and left school. i won’t go into detail but i went to many therapists and nothing helped. for the past week, i’ve been trying harder by going for walks and trying to be more productive and healthy so i can go out again and live. but i keep feeling horrible. i feel dizzy and i feel like nothing is real, i keep having strange dreams and struggle to sleep now? maybe i’m meant to just die in my house alone and miserable