Ego/Pride issue or valid concern?
I M21 have been dating F22 for about 6 months now. Everything in our relationship is pretty good, we’re both about to graduate college and have good degrees lined up. My friends seem to like her and hers as well with me, our family’s are both very supportive and like us together, and is someone that I think fits myself very well. We still have the occasional fight here and there but it normally revolves around one topic and that’s that I either joke about or get upset a little bit of her past.
When I first met her I had assumed she had around 5-7 bodies. We’re both in Greek life at a big SEC school so a few hook ups would be common. However I learned that I was her 12th body. She says that she had 3 in HS (2 bfs one fling) from sophomore year to senior year. And then the rest were in college where she had another boyfriend but claimed most of them were situationships. While I know 12 isn’t anything crazy it bothers me a lot thinking that she was like that before me. I don’t think if you would meet her you would think that but it has really bothered my pride a lot and kinda goes a bit against my morals. While mine isn’t amazing either it’s a few less than hers which also bothers me a bit. I really try not to let it affect me and take a mature position on it not really mattering. But I can’t get it out of my head Espically cause she’s not the most sexual around me (even tho when we do I make her get off but she thinks her meds are messing with her drive.
My question would be am I overthinking this? Should it really bother me or should I just let it go since we have a great thing going on. I don’t wanna lose her but sometimes when I think about it, jt really turns me off. Would love some advice and potentially some reassurance