Please help.
I have been struggling a lot with my current job, I’ve been there for 10 months now. I have really bad anxiety and this job makes it 10x worse. I’m miserable there. I hate going every time. It’s not even the job itself, it’s the environment. It’s unsupportive. The management isn’t supportive. I have panic attacks, I cry all the time. I’ve made everyone around me miserable because all I talk about is how much I hate the job. I’ve lost myself within this process as well. Lost who I thought I was as a nurse. I actually don’t even think the 3/12 schedule works for me, I feel like I need more consistency. I’m also on a rotating schedule which sucks within itself. Anyways, I think I’m going to quit, and I have a few interviews lined up for new jobs, but is it terrible if I quit without another job lined up immediately? Like will that ruin my chances of another job if I quit and have to tell new jobs that I quit? And if I don’t finish my new grad residency program will that ruin things for me in the future? I am very turned off to the hospital setting right now so I don’t forsee myself getting back into that setting but in case I do, will not completely my new grad residency program hurt me? I’m so so lost, please help me. I am miserable and I can’t sustain this. Please help.