Okay so not that it matters but I’m 27F. I’ve been having the same reoccurring dreams for years, and at this point it’s happening every week or so (it’s been even more often than this before)
Basically no matter what’s happening in the dream, where I am, ect that doesn’t matter, I end up basically getting really really aroused for no reason and almost having sex with someone invisible, it’s almost like they’re the one controlling how much pleasure I’m getting and I’m getting a good amount to where I’m like begging them to enter me basically… and in my dream I give consent even after realizing that it is a demon. Like I’m telling them to enter me… begging.
I’m a Christian and I would never ever do this irl so I don’t understand why in my dream this happens, and it feels like I’m half asleep when it does. Sometimes I wake up so confused cause it felt so real.
There have been times where these dreams have turned really terrifying. Some of them ending with sleep paralysis and a demon in the room with me.
I don’t know what to make of this. I guess it’s pretty obvious but I want to know what others have to say about it. Why is it still happening so much to me?
I can provide with more details if needed. I’ve had a lot of spiritual experiences and unfortunately when I was in my senior year of HS made the mistake of playing with an ouija board… got really messed up from that and prayed with all my heart that whoever was messing with me went away and they seemed to.
Anyways thanks in advance for any insight