Ecstacy addiction.
So it all started when I was 15 in 2025 I tried xtc for the first time from a guy at my school I liked it but didn’t continue, fast forward it’s march 2025 my best friends gotten addicted to xtc and I had one xtc pill laying around my room. We FaceTimed and we were just high and talking about life and how grateful we are to have each other and then the high was gone so we took another half and talked more, she found some more pills and we started taking them we also gave a really good friend of mine some and I feel really bad about that but at least she’s not addicted lol and in the past month I’ve taken about 20 pills and I feel really agitated without them and like I want to kill my self and I have done some things and said some things that I really regret. So I’m asking Reddit what can I do now cause fuck it’s the only thing in my mind