While the Door Stays Open
Bravery looks different now.
Less like setting myself on fire to keep the silence warm,
more like letting an unlocked tenderness exist beside me without checking where it hides the knife.
Some nights
it is believing that gentleness is not just danger speaking in a softer dialect,
that a hand can reach for me
without asking my body to abandon itself in exchange.
Some nights
it is saying no and remaining long enough to watch nothing collapse,
learning how unfamiliar it feels
when love does not turn my boundaries into broken furniture.
Bravery looks different now.
Less like surviving the room by becoming smaller than it needed me to be,
more like staying inside my own skin while the door stays open.