I thought hurt people hurt people.
update. I was forced to stare at a wall for 3 months they told me that was my Buddhist meditation. Except I’m pretty sure threats of abuse are not Buddhist. That’s why I have the monk murder handle.
I’m more hurt than most anyone I know. And all I want to do is find a purpose and community.
Before this latest round of trauma when I had steady recovery I did not act in any way that would hurt anyone.
Now if I have hurt anyone it’s due to an emotional breakdown. Regardless, I have not been nearly as hurtful to people as I see those that I see act out of fear.
With logo therapy and community I believe people can heal from almost anything!!!
It healed me even for the short time it was, a partial reality. Just trying to find A path; venting. Maybe passive aggressive, maybe fear-based ,but I’m trying.
You know what they say if you’re going through hell keep going