u/lurk_13

real real real I'm so real for that

every time i see something 3: it takes away a bit of my :3 for the day

i think text being unreadable is very fitting. i like this post

im ok dw dw i promise

no idea what flair to use,

or if this is silly enough for this sub,

or if this is too silly for this sub

we stay silly though

people in the discord know how my day has been better than i do

i just cant stop using that one puppy girl gif T.T

yall should totally join the sub discord and use the puppy girl gif with me ‼️

thirteen is very happy about finally getting some apples

second only to cement of course ‼️

i like always end up coming back to open the chat app like multiple times just to make sure i sent the message to the right place

the teacher is somewhat fine with this but i still do try to avoid her

i have this very conveniently placed cable that goes to my headphones and i just CAN'T stop chewing on it 😭😭😭 i myself don't have any issue with it 😜

oh yeah i specifically go out of my way to get headphones with a cable instead of wireless, in 2026. not even for chewing purposes, but because i just notice the bluetooth delay too much as well as hate dealing with charging and everything. you can't stop me :p

no long message on this one wow

😭😭😭

sometimes for this reason i first write out the message in like notepad and then just copy it over to the chat so i dont confuse anyone with 15 minutes of typing indicators for a two sentence message-

-but then i get worried that they had the chat open and saw me send the message without typing, so sometimes i also just press and erase some letters for like 10 seconds just so that they think im a normal person 😭 this is high tier one overthinking right here guys

i don't do this every time in every chat with every person, this is mostly for chats where there are people that i feel like can judge me. in some chats i just dont care that much and i am more likely to join in on random conversations other people are having, while in other chats it just feels so wrong. ans, unlike i think what you might expect, it's actually more often the "safe space" communities that are the ones that i'm scared to talk in 😭

(is this a yap post or is this a rant post at this point? 😭)

and so now i gotta delete all of the notifications because.. idk why, but it just feels wrong not to delete all of them in this situation 😭 no idea why i am like this 😭

and if i take the nose spray thing, after it wears off - its gonna be bad again, worse even really. why can't they make a decongestant that doesn't have this "withdrawal" effect or whatever you call that 😭😭😭

unrelated yap:

am i posting too much today? i think i am posting too much today. but i just have so much to complain and yap about 😭 ... i have like at least one more post in mind 😭 am i about to get banned for spamning? i hope not...

that one person under the other post kind inspired me with the idea for this post and i think it's pretty funny and my only chance to be relevant for once

yay

i was gonna make a post about like getting distracted a lot, but i just couldn't phrase it in a way that i liked, as well as i couldn't find a background image 😭

well at least i made this post, which maybe someone will still find relatable 😌

ALSO trying to find at least a somewhat good resolution version of this background image was so difficult 😭 i even went through some chinese/taiwanese websites but couldn't find anything in better quality than this 😭

haha 😆 i was originally gonna use an image that i have already used like twice in the past in posts as the background, but at this point i think that would be kind of too low effort/spammy probably 🤷‍♀️😔 lucky for me i found this one that works even better, yay!! 🎉🎉

anyways YEAH. its 00:00 right now, and i have a feeling im not gonna be able to fall asleep for like 3 more hours. 😫 sure, maybe i could do some stuff on my computer, except i ACTUALLY can't even be on my computer because i share a room with someone who has already gone to bed too and they're gonna be mad about the noise and the lights and everything 😭😭

did i use too much emojis? i think i used too much emojis 😭