I had a reiki session preformed on me today and now I feel so much worse. Please help
I went through a period of large change the beginning of this year including leaving a toxic 15 year friendship and leaving a toxic workplace. Both happened within the same two week span. Since then I had been feeling great, but felt an underlying lingering of these people in my energy field- so I wanted to have some reiki done to fully close out that chapter.
Well today I had a session to address this and ever since I feel completely anxious and worse than I have in months. The practitioner was very sweet, but when we talked about the session I began to sink. She told me we didn’t have time to address the workplace I left, as the ex-friend energy demanded all of her attention. Fair, but so then why do I feel worse? The practitioner also told me I have a karmic tie to this person.
Going into the session I felt like there was just a slight bit of her energy left in me and now I feel consumed by it. I don’t know what to do. Do I book another session with her or see someone else? Or is this something more reiki won’t fix?
I could’ve never imagined feeling this bad. I feel like I had a good grip and was ripped out of the reality I built for myself these last few months and throw back into the misery pit that took me so long to climb out of. Please help me.