u/lavendercat49533

I’m a 21 yo first time mom and I’m due in September. I feel very detached from my pregnancy. It’s my baby I know it’s there I feel the kicks but sometimes I don’t feel ready or like anything is real. I already have a history of depression. I’m super tired and not sleeping well and my boyfriend tries to help but I feel like I’m just floating in space. I want to feel excited but I can’t. I’m scared I’m going to hold this tiny baby in my arms and feel nothing.