Liking girls
Title hella werid and dosent full say what im gonna right but i have problems with liking girls like most girls i talk to i either kinda like or i get fully invested even my friends that are girls i develop a crush because we get close like that shi like that but main point is i get mad at myself for falling in love with girls who give me attention and tbh i only get attention from my mother that’s all my sister hating me during my way younger youth so only close female i been to was my mom and it hurts to see everyone with someone when i have no girl especially friend girls because i know probably at the end im gonna fuck up the friend ship from saying I like them an I am kinda of love or lust mf like I wait for marriage but I live in a neighborhood where that is looked at as some loser shi so that’s the one only reason I know I get no girls besides one but I wouldn’t count that so any tips how I can stop it also ps prob might help im short like 5,4 and kinda fat but not chud fat like i love sports but im not the muscular type -Ye