Very pretty girl gave me existential crisis
Long story short I saw this VERY attractive girl today. She was so pretty, I spent the next five minutes questioning myself if she was even real. She looked ai generated.
Imagine being so pretty people remember you after seeing you for a brief second and question if you’re real. I’d love to be her.
Seeing her made me have an existential crisis. Why am I not her, and why am I- this? It’s just so, so unfair considering that I have acne on top of all this bullshit. I feel so inferior to her.
I can’t imagine how easy it must be for her to find a partner and such. I’ve been rejected so many times that i accepted that it’s impossible for anyone to love a face like mine so I haven’t been looking for friendships and relationships anymore.
Also she had blue eyes but she looked possessed when I drew it so I changed it.