u/jennitonic

my baby was only 9 years old, she was healthy and happy just a week ago, and out of no where she got a terrible disease i had never even heard of or knew to be afraid of(IMHA). we did all we could i have no regrets there i got her into the doctor immediately we tried all the options available, she was starting to recover after 4 days in critical care and then this morning got a blood clot in her brain and we had to say goodbye. we were able to go in and be with her and i kept my promise to hold her paw as she transitions to the next life…. i can have peace knowing she is not in pain or suffering, but what do i do now? she was my world. i grew up with her and i was so excited to watch her grow old. i spend my whole day with her she’s my confidant and my best friend. her world is my world, and now she’s just gone. i don’t know what to do now, and im hoping someone can help me figure it out.