u/itswongnotwrong

I want to share with you how I am navigating my situation, mentally.

Flat broke might be an overstatement, I do have some savings that I am not touching yet, but my bank account is not looking good i can tell you.

This is not my first time facing financial stress, every time im stress about money, i meditate & do Joe's practices, i also force myself to donate even in tough situation, and not exagerrating - I ALWAYS BOUNCE BACK. But the issue is this vicious cycle, when i start doing well i have less time to stay in touch with my spiritual side, about 6 to 7 months ago my business was great but lately - things kinda slow down again.

I guess I marked this as a sharing post because I want to tell you all, it is rough and I get it, but you are not alone and we will get through this together!

I am doing the Unlimited Abundance Course currently, and im meditating every day, it's been a week, nothing exceptional happened yet but I always remind myself to stay positive, to stay abundant.

Not sure if this is going to help, but I'm trying to see my situation as a challenge, like "let's see how we can get through the month with just 200bucks in the bank account woohooooo" i am looking at life like a game; we all living in a simulation, im broke but I don't have to take it too seriously and let it drag me down. Still got a lot of things to appreciate in life.

Ill keep you all posted and see how things go! Hopefully this post will cheer you up or lit up your day, also appreciate any suggestions or story sharing if you have any🤗

I run my own business offering design subscriptions to clients. These couple of months I have been pretty stressed, business is not necessarily doing bad but I am making some bold moves.

Bear in mind im just running a small business, but because i got a couple of new subscription clients, I invested in hiring a person to do content & business development consultation for me, and decided to charge a bit more than I used to.

I have been trying to meditate into an abundance mindset, and believing in the future reality where I am making the right choice i have so many clients, and that I deserve to earn more & etc.

But sometimes when I do think about the money I've invested in this newly hired guy I'm feeling a bit panicky, on top of that, one client just called me 10 mins ago their budget for design is running out so they are going to stop our subscription.

I rmb the story in Joe's book how one guy lost his job after meditating only to find out there are better opportunities waiting for him.

I know this is the mindset I need to have, but I still feel a bit sad and devastated, and im also overthinking like am I not allowed to be sad and now that I'm sad is the abundant reality drifting further away from me?

Also I realized some times when I meditate, some bad thoughts came out like there would be a couple seconds I'm like "but what if this desired reality is not happening.." i will always try to shift my mind back to positive thoughts, but yea would like to hear your thoughts on how to deal with situations like this.