Just 2 weeks in pero wala ng motivation na pumasok pa - I don’t know what to do
I started a job 2 weeks ago but now i don’t have any motivation or energy para pumasok. I was relocated for this job 10 hrs away from home.
My problem is my workmate and the work environment. The salary, benefits, and the company are good but not the environment.
My workmate is passive-agressive and gusto nya solohin lahat ng trabaho. Feel ko threatened sya nong pagkapasok ko dahil mas bata yung ako at mas higher ang position ko sa kanya. Wala rin akong ibang makausap sya lang since kaming dalawa lang sa team.
Kinausap ko sya na magsplit kami sa project then pinareview ko yung pagsplit he said “okay na yan baka pokpukin mo ako”. Hindi lang yan yung mga sarcastic nyang sinsabi.
The nong nagsplit kami sabi nya na sya pa rin gagawa ng reports (which is mostly yon yung gawa). Pero I insist na gagawin ko yung project na nakaassign sa akin.
I already loose 5kg of weight due to stress and my eyelid doesn’t stop twitching since 1st week due to anxiety. I already adjusted sa bagong apartment and I already overcame homesickness pero wala na akong motivation na pumasok pa.
What should I do? I am planning to stay for atleast 3 months pero I think its not worth since I am sacrificing my mental health just for the sake of resume.