My heart is broken and I don’t know how to go on
My most precious and beloved soul budgie, Sunny, passed away in my hands last night and heart is destroyed. I’ve lost budgies in the past as well as other pets and of course it always hurts, but I genuinely don’t feel like I’m ever going to be okay again this time. It feels impossible to carry on. It physically hurts. I’d give absolutely anything to go back to just a few weeks ago when he was happy and healthy. I feel like I can’t breathe. I keep thinking there must have been something else I could have done to save him. If I could just go back I could do it right this time.