u/ilikemeribaate

I'm a teenage goal keeper and as I mentioned in another post, my teammates constantly disrespect goal keeping and me. Maybe that is the reason but my confidence has gone so low as a goal keeper. I've started believing what my teammates tell me and I've forgotten all the amazing saves I've made. I just remember all the goals I let in. My confidence has gone so low that now I am performing bad. I've started believing i don't play well even though I do. I pushed myself way too hard and resulted in a muscle strain now on rest for 2 weeks. How to not loose confidence? ( Added factor is that I have teammates who have 0 respect for goal keeping)

I have Geography, History , Psychology, English, Maths and Physical education. I want to score 100/100 and also perform well in college entrance. I'm in the 12th grade. I need help I'm struggling academically a bit. I'm also a football player so I have regular training sessions so I really need to focus more on academics than others since I spend a lot of time on the ground as well. I'm struggling with Geography and History. I really like history but the problem I'm facing is I'm not able to make out what the answers of indirect questions are. Direct questions I'm able to answer. Also in Geography, the trouble I face is with maps I find them complicated.