Hey everyone, I want to talk about something that’s been on my mind for a while. Around a month ago I posted on r/fictionkin about having feelings that certain things happened to me in a past life as Ragatha. I wasn’t very sure about it because I mainly thought my identity was psychological. The multiverse theory is also somewhat difficult for me to grasp. However, as time goes on I still have a few things in my mind I just can’t pluck away. I’ve come to terms with the possibility that these memories could be real; but I don’t know how to deal with it because it frightens me in a way. I’m also worried that the past life aspect clashes with my religious beliefs. I’d love some advice if anyone has any. Here are a few things I can remember incase there are possible canonmates here:
- I looked slightly different, having longer hair in a ponytail tied with a ribbon instead of a bow attached at the top of my head. I also think I had a white apron?
- Scratch was not the first to abstract. I believe we were close, so I know he was still around when I came to the circus. I don’t know if he made it through long enough to see Pomni join, though
- I can recall baking cookies for each member that came after me, just to help them feel more welcome and calm any nerves. I thought it would be better to ask Caine (or Bubble? See next point) for ingredients and supplies rather than just asking him to make cookies appear. I also sent handwritten letters often, which inspired my signoff
- There’s an AU where Bubble is the ringmaster and Caine was a new human (But in reality he just ended up in a different universe after Kinger deleted him), I think it’s possible that could have been the case for me, as when reading it I felt a sort of connection
- I remember a specific argument with Jax that might have been in between episodes 6-8 (or after someone’s abstraction?) I won’t go in-depth in this post, but if any Jax kins are curious about it, let me know and I can talk about it with you!
- I was closer to everyone in the circus, and I am extremely grateful for that
Sorry, this ended up being much longer than expected 😅 I wish you all a great rest of your day/night!
Regards,
Ragatha 🎀