I am 21 and I feel left behind in life and a fucking failure
In a month I will graduate with an engineering degree from tier 69 college with no placement. I have always been a fucking disappointment. Since school I always thought that I was unique and intelligent, therefore things will work out for me. But no. I fucked up in 10th and then Corona happened which again fucked me up. I did t study properly. However I reached college where I again did nothing other than studying for exams. I am a fucking introvert and fat af. Addicted to fapping. Currently I am doing nothing. While I see people around me and who I studied with in school succeeding, get great paying jobs, starting business etc. while here I am rotting in my room. Doing nothing other than watching movies, yt, cartoon, taarak Mehta etc
I want to be better. I have always wanted to be. But I never put effort. I always start out to be better but never showed consistency. I am in a fucked up situation in my life. Of what to do and where to go. I plan on studying for a competitive exam.