u/hisnamephoneix

It took Arabil merely doing something as inconsequential as wipeing the dirt off his shirt to end this entire world. Your oc no matter how strong they are could not hope to grasp the full extent of Arabils power the best you can hope for is that he allows you to fix what he has done if you can even find a way to. How does your oc bring back the sun and their people and how will they stave off Arabil's Wrath when they do so?

Combat is allowed.

Romance Is Allowed (Why Tho?).

Anything you can think to do is allowed just as long as its creative.

Please try to be creative The scenario is meant to effectively be you trying to trick Arabil or Show off how your God oc reacts to something they simply cant beat. Arabil is a Mary Sue ass character thats deliberately made as a "Nuh Uh I Win" button his primary role is being an unstoppable force to encourage creative thinking because in a roleplay I had done with my friend, my friend refused to use his brain AT ALL so I made Arabil to force him to. All sorts of shit can work on him but overcoming him in straight combat isnt happening.

Im sure this type of RP isnt gonna be many people's cup of tea but I reallt want to see creative writeing and this oc is designed to encourage that.

HAHAHAHAHA! I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE ROOM FOR MORE GRIEF! I went from 5 years of liveing in a box in the middle of no where the same 3 cruel ass people on repeat straight into a situation where I had no fucking control no idea how to take care of myself haveing to deal with my own shit and then come to find out my brother is beating on his gf who ive had a crush on since we were kids (Before he ever dated her I was her first kiss when we were like 3 we've been LIFE LONG friends) Hahahaha Im in love with her but I am so close to him that we can practically read each others minds. She was raped by his bestfriend and he used that as an excuse to beat on her hahahahah 😄. Anyways I was put RIGHT in the middle of that shit when I didnt even know how to take care of myself properly because ive been so thoroughly neglected my whole life Hahahahahha! Come August 2025 about 9 months after I moved in they get in one big giant fight and she kicks him out (He was liveing with her and had moved his whole ass family in, different one from mine) I stay liveing with her and eventually one day I get drunk and admit my feelings to her which were DEFINITELY NON SEXUAL BUT ROMANTIC AND I MADE THAT CLEAR AND WAS OPEN TO A OPEN RELATIONSHIP! She spends 3 months pressuring me into sex until I finally cave 😄 hahahahahha. Month later her dad gets out of prison and threatens me immediately off the bat threatening to kill me because Im with his daughter and her older brother doesnt like it 😄 Hahaha. This Girl and I's whole relationship up to this point has been surviving and avoiding toxic people 😄 hahahaha. She turns around and breaks up with me for not wanting him there because I felt threatened and started to lose it a little 😄 hahahaha. A single conversation could have gotten me to back off hahahaha. Its been months of her abuseing me by this point so back to the box I go 😄😄😄😄 ahahahhahahahahahahahahaga 😄😄😄 that was my breaking point. I was confused and thought she broke up with me because I failed somehow so I began rapidly improveing myself and she even agreed to go on a date with me, Yay! At some point after our relationship started we had become exclusive because she raped me and for me sex means monogomy. Anyway come to find out she started fucking around with another guy and made it official on the day she was meant to go out with me! She did not cancel our plans and because my grandma kicked me out the day before she had given me a place to stay only for me to have to find out from the hickeys on the guy's neck she was sleeping with him 😄 hahahahaha. It was later confirmed by the dude btw 😄 hahahahaha. Back to the fucking box I go! I got my first job! YAYYYYY! I have to live with my shitty ass grandma but thats fine. The Job is pretty great! Im not allowed to express grief or show a hint of sadness or I get bullied for weeks on end. My Brother's Granny died, My Ex's Dog that she and I raised together from a puppy onward died and she didnt even tell me I had to find out from a post.

If I show sadness I will be bullied for weeks. I am experiencing so much grief on top of grieving haveing lost a huge chunk of my family to even be with that girl and haveing lost my brother and that girl. I have no one I can talk to I am alone. I want to carve pieces of my own flesh out of my body just to feel the sobering sting. I want to feel the rope burn around my neck as I take my final breath. I dont want a future without them. How did I get here? How Do I go back? I dont want to be alone? I tried so hard to do "The Right Thing" and fucked up my life by getting drunk one time and saying one wrong thing and then the grief and fear of abandonment did the rest. Id kill for just one more drop of alcohol to doll all of this but the cruelest joke is that Im a fucking texan and cant drink for 2 more years. I want to get so lost in creature comforts and self harm it swallows me until I wake up someday in my best friend's car jamming to music again. I miss the little moments I only got a moment of connection and I miss it Ive been so alone for so long I dont want to continue on. Loneliness of the soul is so much deeper when youve experienced true Loneliness. I want to go back to those moments jamming in the car with my best friends. I want to go back to those early mornings with my brother when he got off work and we both were craveing chicken nuggies so we went and got some. Late night convos with my bestfriend. Early morning talks with my brother. Jamming on the highway going 90 to no where. Late nights with my bestfriend doordashing just to make ends meet. I miss my bestfriend's rambungtious adorable annoying as shit dog. I miss long nights interrupted by that little fuck ass dog and his overecitment about people. I HAD SUCH A BEAUTIFUL FUCKING LIFE FOR JUST A MOMENT AND THE SAME PEOPLE THAT GAVE ME IT ROBBED ME OF IT AND DIDNT STOP FOR ONE GODDAMN SECOND TO CONSIDER ME! And now my only option is to pursue those moments for the rest of my life or be swallowed up by the crippleing loneliness. Im not sure how much longer I can take the loneliness before it swallows me but Im trying so hard to become something for the next friend I make to hold onto hopefully I find them before the call of the beautiful night sky gets to me firsr.