u/heyitsaboutme

I don’t have it as badly as I used to, and yet I still have certain habits from back then: my boyfriend isn’t allowed to touch my face; when I’m lying on his chest, I still can’t eat certain food for fear of getting new pimples; towels, pillows...ugh, constant washing; I don’t let people look at me for a long time and make little eye contact; I’m afraid of sweat and summer.

Its been years and still...afraid of so many daily things.

The list goes on and on

But how about you guys?

The worst part for me is the intimacy issue. And this constant fear that something will touch my face. I just want to be able to rest my face and relax!