Egg 💕 Irl
I've had a really bad time with dysphoria today. I've been home alone all day and had a moment to myself and nearly cried because i can't and never will be able to get pregnant. The fact that every woman I see gives me so much envy it makes me want to fucking die kills me because I can't be a pretty girl anytime soon.
Honestly I just need a hug more than anything right now. I need to be hugged by someone in my life who knows what I'm going through. I need somebody to hold me tight and just tell me "You're doing great, Emily. You're a girl. You're trans." followed by the tightest hug so I can just feel safe in my identity for once without doubts.
Its 11:00 at night, i need sleep but please can someone tell me im not alone in wanting a hug or just call me a girl or anything. I feel like I'm losing my mind the more I watch my body masculinize.