I’m being bullied at work
It’s just really humiliating turning up each shift.
I know I’m being bullied. They know they’re bullying me. They know that I know that they’re bullying me and yet I keep turning up.
I don’t want to go in tomorrow or ever again. But I’m on my own in every sense so I’ve got to pick between being bullied until I find another job (I’ve been looking and applying for 6 months) or be homeless.
I finally admitted to my therapist what’s been going on and I just felt so ashamed of myself for putting up with it.
She’s recommended that I do not turn up for my shifts going forward from a safety point of view, but she’s also aware that this would then put me in financial hardship. She’s said work is more of a risk right now than homelessness so I don’t really know what to do.
I do really want to just never go back there and just try and figure something out but I have been homeless before and I don’t want to relive that.
Things are a bit shit and I wish I had a family or someone who was on my side who could help me. I’m fed up of having to experience bad things and figure life out on my own.