I miss my ex
CONTENT WARNING: SUICIDE
I miss my ex so much bruh we kissed under this tree that was a shitty tree but it was special to us we kissed under it every day until we broke up when we broke up It felt like everything around me melted the day we broke up I went to school everyone watching me I had anxiety I walked over to my friend over heard you say how bad i looked what was strange cause you chose me over everyone else till 2 days later when you was dating and shagging another guy we never shagged I didn't want her to feel uncomfortable or used. I've thought about you every single day for 1 year 3 months 5 days sound like a joke but every day I think and count down till I get you again please come back Im always here. Every day I want to kill myself not at the thought of neever seeing you but the fact that you made it impossible for me to ever walk outside without anxiety eating me alive